Choices

We all have them :) I learn everyday how choices affect other people and circumstances. One thing that my internship drilled into me is that people have choices and make them. One thing that we drill into our kids--as parents, as therapists, as teachers--is that we all make choices, and the only thing we can control is our part. I've been thinking a lot about choices lately :)
One choice I made was to be a Christian. I re-choose it daily, maybe not every minute or even hour, some days, but I am constantly re-choosing to be a Christian and re-dedicate my life to God. Maybe a better wording is that I am constantly re-choosing to be a Christian, but that I make mistakes...hmm :)
Another choice I made was to marry Bryan, although we made that choice together. So glad we did!! It will be 7 years in August!!
A third choice I made was to be a therapist. I love it in so many ways. One way I love it is when my kids say, "Oh..." and finally get it for themselves and internalize it. I love when they switch from "Whatever Miss Kristi" to "Oh, if I do this, then I will do this..." and it's positive :)
Sometimes, we make choices and reevaluate them. Sometimes I become afraid and reevaluate being a therapist. Sometimes I wish I had a job that was like a formula (a+b=c) example: I do this, they do that, and we all get what we want. :) When I was a waitress, I brought food, they paid me and were full, I brought money home. :) When I was an instructor at the Y--although that was short-lived!!--I taught my class, they paid and received a service, I brought money home. As a therapist, just because I do my job right does not mean that my kids will do what they need to do. It ultimately comes down to choices.
Hmmm...God always gives perfect service and we do not always choose to follow HIM. Do you think He ever gets frustrated with us?
At any rate, I'm glad you chose to read my thoughts over the past week. If you know my number and want to hear the details, call me...it was a crazy week and involved several choices. I'll bullet point it. Kids made choices. Therapist got worried and dealt with feelings of disappointment. The therapist ultimately decided that she will have to constantly remind herself that she can only go so far but is doing the best she can. The therapist decided to focus on it in supervision. The therapist was glad for some clarity.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference :)

God's peace and love, K