Foo Fighters came to PA!! :)

Bryan and I had a great time at the Foo Fighters concert!! :) It's not just that the band is so fantastic :) We have a special history, since the most romantic concert I ever went to was when Bryan and I saw the Foo Fighters at Memphis in May, and we were caught in the rain, and the only way we could stay warm was to hold each other in the rain :) The music was as amazing Friday night as it was on that cold, rainy evening in May :) My respect grew for them that night because it was pouring rain, and some of the bands, being at an outdoor facility, played shorter sets. The Foo Fighters played for a full 2 hours, but they put up extra tarps to protect their equipment! That is dedication :) Recently, my respect for them grew more, especially for Dave Grohl, the lead singer of the Foo Fighters. He is truly a family man. He loves his mother, and he loves his wife and kid :)He wrote his second to last album for his daughter, Violet!
They are amazing performers. I am so glad I went!! I know that not everybody who reads this blog knows or loves the Foo Fighters, but I had to put it up since a) it was AWESOME, and b) I had done an earlier post, complaining about the Foo Fighters not coming to Pittsburgh anytime soon :) They came, and the show was fantastic!!! :)

Close-up picture was taken from a website, NOT by me :) Really wish I could have been close enough to get that picture!!

Lately :)

Hello! :)
I've recently decided that I no longer want to be a residential therapist. Being a residential therapist includes tasks that I no longer want to do. I once thought that being a residential therapist meant that I would have almost all my time to devote to therapy, but there are many aspects of residential that I look forward to leaving--going to court to testify for residents, not being able to do therapy in the moment because the resident is at a doctor's appointment, and completing mediations between residents and staff with whom they do not get along, to name a few. I hope to start working with a place where I can do individual and still family therapy, but it will be nice to work at an office, in which they can meet me instead of me waking them up and saying, "it's time for therapy." I do not regret the experience I have had--all of it has been beneficial to a degree. I do realize, however, that I am ready to move to new experience. To that end, I had an interview today with a member of a Christian organization, and it was refreshing to have this interview since I have been working in a secular location. The interviewer was very kind and passionate about serving God through therapy. I will have to be licensed to work for her, since I have to be licensed to be credentialed, in order to work with insurance companies. I will therefore stay at MHY at least until I am licensed, after which I can work at this other organization or another one like it. Today had a great start for that reason :) I then went home and relaxed until Bryan got home, which was when Bryan and I went shopping! We found some great clothes for him--he will look so good in them!! We also got me shoes. :) We then went to BRGR for dinner. BRGR is the best hamburger place ever :) This restaurant features gourmet burgers. Bryan ordered one that had pepperjack cheese, spicy saracha dip, and Bryan added an egg on it. I ordered one that had caramelized onions and creamy thousand island dressing. Bryan and I tasted each other's burgers and decided we needed to split them, they were so good. We also had parmesan fries and onion rings!! It was a great end to a great day :) Come see us and we will go there for dinner sometime :)
What's Bryan up to these days? He has started his Master's in Food Science, and he is enjoying it so far :) He says it's challenging but knows it's worth it. I am so proud of him for working so hard for this!! What really stinks is that he still travels a lot for work; however, he recently interviewed and hired someone to work in Allentown--where the factory is where he has to monitor production occasionally and had to be there a LOT this past month--so he will have to go less!! Very excited about this. It's hard to be away from him too long!!
Love to all! K

We're home!!

Man, Bryan and I love our new place :)
It has more room so we're not constantly on top of each other, which is good since he'll be studying and doing schoolwork--yea for Bryan!! We love our new neighborhood, and people are amazing over here. We've already met a few of our neighbors, and they are really nice. I actually met one neighbor when i was at the bank, changing our address. I told her my new address, and she smiled at me and said, "You're my neighbor!"
Any way, we have gotten organized and are very excited :) Come see us! We would love to have you :)
Hosted book club for the first time tonight, and it was also my first time to entertain here. Bryan helped me pick out the cheeses for the cheese plate, and the best cheese we got--still munching on it with olive oil crostini!!!--is the Triple Creme Saint Angel cheese, which is AMAZING. The ladies had an excellent time talking about the book we read--"Bossypants" by Tina Fey. Although I did not agree with all parts of the book, I enjoyed the sarcasm :) I also loved the quote about improv-- "there are no mistakes, only opportunities"--and I was happy to apply it to other facets of life :)

Here are some pictures of the place :) Love to all!!

Happy Anniversary!!!

It's our 7th anniversary tomorrow, 8/14/11!! :) I put this up today because we are celebrating today and tomorrow :) 7 is extra special so we can celebrate twice. :) Tonight, we are going out to dinner, and tomorrow may or may not be Kennywood, a cute little amusement park that has sentimental value in Pittsburgh :) It has 3 awesome rides to Six Flags' 10, but it is so much fun!! Bryan's been ever since he was a kid, and I've fallen in love with it too!! I say may or may not because when i was in Zumba this morning, my calf started hurting like crazy, and I've been resting it most of the day. I had to favor it in order to finish the class! Oh well :) Still very happy about this weekend and how nice it has been.

This wedding picture is our favorite--encompasses so much of the happiness we have had together!! It's been quite a whirlwind of a marriage, but there is nobody else with whom I'd rather be swept!! What a great man :)

May God bless all our marriages in the hope that we inspire others to be dedicated to their spouses :)
Love to all! K

Update :)

Hello, it's Kristi, your friendly neighborhood therapist :)
This month, Bryan and i are moving to a new apartment, bigger for the same amount of rent--yea! :) he also starts school next month, after which he will have his food science degree. We are very happy that he was accepted and also very happy about the upturn his career will have after he gets his masters :) I am so proud of him!! Man, he is a good man. So blessed to have him in my life :)
This summer has been filled with good memories and painful ones, but Bryan and I continue to remember that God is good. It has been difficult, and yet our loved ones have surrounded us and lifted us up, and we appreciate that a great deal. Our friends here have also been supportive.
for those who do not know, my job has been extra stressful lately. I am a therapist who should have only 8 kids max; however, when another therapist took leave out of nowhere and was gone for two months, my caseload became 12 overnight. that was SUPER difficult!! I needed extra strength and prayers and patience, and people who saw me as "Happy Kristi" were shocked that i could be so stressed. After the therapist came back, I had a week of bliss. Yes, a week, since the following Tuesday, I read an e-mail in which the first line read that the therapist had resigned effective immediately. Once again "happy kristi" freaked out and was afraid to have 12 again. Luckily, the supervisor helped with the redistribution, and although i do have 11 again, and it is a very difficult caseload, at least we are not holding the other therapist's job this time, and we have already begun the search for a new therapist. yea!! This therapist is happy about that :)
Again, no pictures, but know that Bryan and i are again in a more peaceful place now that some of the stress has been lifted. We continue to appreciate prayers for peace and patience, and we love you and hope to see you soon :)

Love and miss,
K

Connections

One of my kids reminded me the other day why I'm a therapist--making connections with people :) I love people. In therapy, i get to meet a ton of people, some of with whomI get to form a special bond. I was reminded of such a bond on Thursday night. I was talking with one of my kids, and when she was talking, i was completing her sentences. I knew what she meant, and I could tell she was glad that i knew what she meant. I get excited to form relationships with people. I wish that therapy was only that; however, we do paperwork, which takes an emotional incident and turns it into data, statistics, reports--totally impersonal. It takes special kids to remind us of how being therapists renews hope, love, and hopefully, trust! God has blessed me to connect with some...not all!!...of the kids with whom i work. I wish i could with everybody, but some are just too damaged. Trauma is dangerous, in that it takes perfectly good people and can mess them up forever. People can learn about themselves and their trauma and learn how to have healthy attachments. I am so grateful that the people in my life who raised me, not just my parents, but aunts, uncles, grandparents, teachers, and friends, have loved me and connected with me, teaching me that making connections is important. God bless the people who read this post. I love you and know that you make positive connections with others!! Thank you for doing HIS work!!!!
love and miss, K! :)

Does not take it away... :)

I heard a really positive message from my preacher the other day :) I was upset and frustrated and crying with my preacher. I was telling him about the things in life that are so stressful. I was telling him how sometimes i was angry with God for things I do not have... real blessings which I specifically do not understand. I have been hurting and frustrated. One thing my preacher said to me, after listening empathically of course...!...was in response to my anger with God. "The fact that (blank) has not been given does not take away what God did for us." he actually did not say that while I was crying--he said it in a sermon the following week. He is good at saying things that touch me personally, connecting me more closely to my God. I'm sure my readers have noticed that this blog is shy of something that is seen in most blogs--pictures of couples with their babies. I am finally sharing this with you, my readers. It has been difficult for us to conceive. I finally became pregnant and lost him a week later. For whatever reason, it is not God's will for us to have a baby at this time. I don't know if we will or not. It's heart-revealing enough that I am sharing this, and I have kept from sharing it because I never wanted to be "that couple." That being said, I ask that the only comments made on this particular post are silent prayers. I already know you are praying for us. You're our family, and we love you :) It would just be too hard to see a comment such as "Don't worry, you'll get there," or "maybe this is what you could do." This is part of the pain, though well-intentioned, that Bryan and I have encountered. I am finally sharing my story because I want you to know that while going through this, I am grateful that i was raised to love God and that Bryan and I are supported and loved by our preacher and the few (now more)that we have chosen to tell.
We love you and thank you for reading, and I hope to do a happier post next time. ultimately, this is a happy post, since despite the pain, we know that it is only temporary :)
Love you!!

Ch-ch-changes... :)

I suppose the biggest change is two posts in three days...wow :) Hee hee!

Bryan got into Grad School!! We are so excited for him!! He is going to get his Food Science Degree at Kansas State--online, so we don't have to move--but it is a very good program for this degree! He is going to do so well...I'm so proud of him :) We found out today!!

Hmm, that's all that's really changed :) I love so many things that have stayed the same though!! I've really enjoyed being in Searcy and driving around all the old places I used to go. It's almost surreal to go back to my old gym and do my old classes with some of the same instructors. Dance Aerobics was just as wonderful as I remembered :)

Kinda happy that nothing else is different at this time :) People are still greeted with the "Harding Heyyyyy"--Hardingites should know what I mean... :) Singing at church here is still amazing and uplifting. I drove to the post office in Searcy almost with muscle memory, but in the interest of saving time, I googled "Searcy Post Office", and I had driven to West Academy, just on the opposite side :) That was fun!

What's also special is that there are still not really strangers in Searcy. I can have a conversation with anybody I don't know and not feel weird or that I've invaded their personal space because they do the same to me! Pittsburghers are nice--don't get me wrong--but you don't always talk to people you don't know :)

Any English teacher would not be a fan of this particular post because of its poorly written structure and lack of organization. At this point, I mention loving another thing that has not changed--family who reads and loves it for being mine :)

Man, I'm blessed :) Love to all!! K

Home... :)

I love being here!! I love being welcomed by my mom and her hubby. I love how she made a custard pie for me (and her, but mostly for me...) I love how she fills the fridge with Diet Dr. Pepper and buys liquid creamer because I love it. I love how she hugs and kisses me and I hug and kiss her as greetings :) I love how she makes sure that we are as comfortable as possible, even though she raised me to be gracious when free room and board are provided. I love how she and I ride in the car together and have some of the same conversations we have had over the phone but they mean so much more in person because we are there to see--not just guess--each other's reactions. I love how she welcomes Bryan just as much as me because she loves us both enough to do that. I love how being an extension of her makes me an extension of my grandmother, and that makes me special. I love sitting with her, my Mamaw, and my aunts at the farm and having the most real conversations, with coconut pie and chocolate chip cookies and Diet Dr. Pepper in the midst. I love how I know the back way to my house after getting on to Race street and decide instead to drive the length of Race street, just in case I drive by somebody I know. I love how my mother knows me just well enough to suggest that I tear tickets at tonight's Spring Sing performance because I will get to see more Harding-ites that way.
Thank you God for all these things that I love!!

Mumford and Sons--"It's not the long road home that will change my heart but the welcome I receive with every start" :)

Love to all!
K :)

Choices

We all have them :) I learn everyday how choices affect other people and circumstances. One thing that my internship drilled into me is that people have choices and make them. One thing that we drill into our kids--as parents, as therapists, as teachers--is that we all make choices, and the only thing we can control is our part. I've been thinking a lot about choices lately :)
One choice I made was to be a Christian. I re-choose it daily, maybe not every minute or even hour, some days, but I am constantly re-choosing to be a Christian and re-dedicate my life to God. Maybe a better wording is that I am constantly re-choosing to be a Christian, but that I make mistakes...hmm :)
Another choice I made was to marry Bryan, although we made that choice together. So glad we did!! It will be 7 years in August!!
A third choice I made was to be a therapist. I love it in so many ways. One way I love it is when my kids say, "Oh..." and finally get it for themselves and internalize it. I love when they switch from "Whatever Miss Kristi" to "Oh, if I do this, then I will do this..." and it's positive :)
Sometimes, we make choices and reevaluate them. Sometimes I become afraid and reevaluate being a therapist. Sometimes I wish I had a job that was like a formula (a+b=c) example: I do this, they do that, and we all get what we want. :) When I was a waitress, I brought food, they paid me and were full, I brought money home. :) When I was an instructor at the Y--although that was short-lived!!--I taught my class, they paid and received a service, I brought money home. As a therapist, just because I do my job right does not mean that my kids will do what they need to do. It ultimately comes down to choices.
Hmmm...God always gives perfect service and we do not always choose to follow HIM. Do you think He ever gets frustrated with us?
At any rate, I'm glad you chose to read my thoughts over the past week. If you know my number and want to hear the details, call me...it was a crazy week and involved several choices. I'll bullet point it. Kids made choices. Therapist got worried and dealt with feelings of disappointment. The therapist ultimately decided that she will have to constantly remind herself that she can only go so far but is doing the best she can. The therapist decided to focus on it in supervision. The therapist was glad for some clarity.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference :)

God's peace and love, K

Peace :)

Peace is so wonderful, isn't it? I love it, and sometimes, when I think about it, I pray for it. I prayed for it the other day, when I was anxious about Court and having everything prepared for it. Typically, I am on top of my game for Court. I set a reminder on my work calendar so I start a Court summary on a certain date. This ensures that I will get it done in enough time to have my supervisor read it and sign it so I can send it to the Probation Officer or Caseworker in time for Court, or at least 10 days prior to Court. I have the directions printed off, left on top of my Court summary, next to my computer at the end of the day prior to Court. This ensures that I will show up in time to get a Mars Home for Youth car, swing by my office and get the summary, swing by the unit to pick up "my" kid, and make it to Court at least 15 minutes early (guaranteeing that we will be called an hour after Court is supposed to begin.) :) Hmm, I just realized I said "ensures" twice--the only thing of which I am certain is God and His values--peace, mercy, love, forgiveness, etc...well, I digress.

At any rate, Wednesday (the day before Court) I still had not been able to get my supervisor to read and sign my report. My fault, since I had forgotten to write the thing until the Tuesday before Court!! What could I do? First, I texted my supervisor and asked if she could skim it Thursday morning so that it was approved. Second, I prayed to God for peace. He gave it to me :) Yes, I did what I needed to do, but I can do everything right and not have peace if I forget to ask for it!!

Luckily for me, I have gotten MUCH better at writing these summaries, and my supervisor read it and signed it Thursday morning, after she stated that it was a great summary and demonstrated a great usage of language!! How fun :) I didn't think it would be bad or anything--it's just nice when I get absolutely no corrections :)

I have also prayed for peace regarding several transitions that have occurred at work. We are also getting accredited for Sanctuary, which is known throughout Pennsylvania, but I don't know how many other states features it. Sanctuary is all about the language we use with therapy, and it centers on trauma and how when we do therapy, we should use this basic premise--"It's not what's wrong with us, it's what's happened to us." It encourages us to empathize with our clients and meet them where they are, not pushing them to be where they should be. It also helps us encourage our workmates and find ways to take care of ourselves. In the interest of Sanctuary, we started a CARES (Colleagues Assist Reassure Encourage Sanctuary) Committee, in which we encourage our staff when they have been in difficult situations (restraints/spat on/hit) with clients, if they are having personal problems, and/or just need a word of encouragement. My supervisor thought of me for this committee, and I love it!! In a period of 3 months, we have encouraged at least 25 people. Guess what--I also sneak God in there! It's not a Christian group, per se, but whenever I end the notes that I send, I write "God's peace and love," Through this committee, I am able to encourage, and it feels good.

Well, anyway, that's some of the things that have been going on in my life :) So much of my life is spent at work, and it touches my heart in a huge way, so that's why I thought I'd blog about the peace of God and how it helps me with work :)

Love to all!!

For Mamaw :)

Okay, so i am doing this for one person only--Mamaw :) I was on the phone with my beloved grandmother, and we talked about blogs and the fact that I had not posted in a long time. I mentioned that nobody looked at my blog by this point anymore, since I had not posted in forever, and she said, "Your grandmother does!" I then told her that I would post something. Here goes...I'm so out of practice... :)
Life is summed up with God, Bryan, family, friends, work, and church. Life is busy and crazy, but I love it. I think if I were not busy, I would not know how to handle it :) I am so used to being on the go that when I have too much free time, I go nuts! I like to laze every once in a while, but life is mostly about staying active.
Bryan and I are happy and love each other more with each passing year. We will have been married 7 years in August!! I am so blessed to have him in my life. I thank God for him everyday. We like to hang out with Bryan's family when we're in Pittsburgh, but we love getting to visit Arkansas to see my family. We will go to AR for Easter!! Yea!! Do we want children? Definitely. We're working on it :)
In the meantime, I don't blog much because I don't really have that much to blog about that I can't cover on facebook :0) I just wish everybody were on facebook--hint, hint, Deborah :)
Love you!! Hope to see you soon!!

Control

I am not in control. God is in control. This is hard for me sometimes. I just want to make things happen. When I have to depend on others, especially God, it's hard. I just want to do things and make them happen! That may be why I'm so impulsive. I want and I do. When I need I do. When I need and can't do, it's hard for me. Those who love me, please pray for me that I will do better with depending on God's help instead of being so impatient and just doing it for myself. Help me balance what I can control and what I can't.
Thanks for listening. :)

Fun day with Bryan!

So I'm not so sure about this job thing...^_^
No, really, I LOVE my job. Being a therapist is difficult, but it is amazing. I learn more and more everyday. I am so blessed to even have a job in this economy. I have a staff to work with that are amazing!

So what's the problem??

I want more time with my husband! I suppose it's not a problem so much as a blessing--it's good that I want to spend more time with him! Today, I thought about how much i love the time spent with him and wish I had more, although i know that if I didn't have a job, I would wonder if i could cut it as a therapist. At any rate, I am well on my way to achieving a nice type-E personality, which is what a woman who manages both a household and a job has. Psychologists decided that type-A didn't cover it.
So, about Bryan and my day...

It was great! We started off at the Strip District and immediately went to a farmer's market and tasted excellent honeycomb, bought swiss chard and a keera poona, which is an Indian cucumber, and then we went into a biscotti shop. We bought biscotti and pastries, and the pastries were made out of flaky bread, like croissants, and were filled with citrus and ricotta cheese. They were amazing!
After that, we bought coffee at my favorite coffee place, Fortune's Coffee (which I've blogged about before now.) We also went to Penn Mac and got parmigiana reggiana, which is much cheaper at the Strip than at Giant Eagle (yea!) and pasta.

After the strip, we went to the Southside, which has a lot of great shops. One of the shops is Joseph Brothers Books, which is like Barnes and Noble on steroids. Bryan was excited about this restaurant called Yo Rita about which he had heard, but it was closed, and we found out later that it didn't open until dinner. We went instead to Carson Street Deli, which has won several awards for its "sammitches" (Pittsburghese, thank you ver much.) One sandwich is about 10" and so we decided to split a Godfather and sides. Yummy! We were walking back to the car and found an ice cream shop and decided to partake. ^_^ Good call.

We finished the day at a friend's house, where we co-babysat. I love days like this where I can just hang out with Bryan and be glad he's my husband. I wish I could have more days like this. This is not my last "I love Bryan" post, by the way--our anniversary is coming up next month, so if i don't blog before then, I will blog about our 5th anniversary. how exciting!!

To all the couples out there, may you be as happy (unless you can be happier!) as we are ^_^
Love to all!

Life these days...

By the way, the first picture is of Bryan holding Bryan and my friend's daughter, Ellie. We did not have a kid while everybody's backs were turned. ^_^
So life is calmly insane. Life is calm because I am not in school, but insane because I'm looking for a job. I had an interview last week that went well, but I don't think I got it because I haven't heard back, and when I looked at the website, it said the position was filled. That's okay--every new interview is more practice for the next one. ^_^ Besides, that must just mean that I need another, more fitting job. We'll see. I have time to look for another one. ^_^
My family came to see me, and I had the best time with them. I was so touched that Mom, Kim, Jonas, and Dad came to see me for my graduation. I never expected them to be able to travel that far! We had a great time, though. Dad was there before graduation, and Mom, Kim, and Jonas stayed to play afterwards. I took them to the Strip District so we could go into all the good shops: coffee, chocolate, Mexican foods, etc. ^_^ I took them to Eat and Park, which is a fun PA chain where the cookies are always smiley. Jonas even has a shirt from Eat and Park now. He's so cute!
My mother-in-law made my cake for the party, and it was so sweet of her to do that. She threw me the party! We had a wonderful time, although an hour in it rained! We were so glad we had a pavilion. ^_^
These days, I'm having fun with friends while searching for jobs. I trust in God to provide, though. He always has in the past!
Love to ALL, K

Day with Dad! ^_^

Dad is in town for my graduation, and so today, we started off with breakfast at Country Kitchen, which, for all you Searcy people, is like Bobby's except bigger. ^_^It was great fun!! After that, we went to a nearby town called Volant, PA, which is a lot like Mountain View with an Amish twist ^_^, for those who know that place. There were homemade soaps, rugs, furniture, etc. We also went to this amazing place for lunch, where Dad had his first pierogies. We also had some amazing blackberry cobbler. We had a great time!! ^_^
Last night, we watched the Penguins game, at least some of it. Unfortunately they lost, but we still had fun cheering for them.
Tonight, we have dinner with some friends from church, so that will be fun.
I'm so happy to have him here!!
I'm also psyched because my Mom and sister will be here on Thursday. Yea!!! I can't wait to show Kim stuff I already showed Mom. I'll take Mom to a coupla new spots as well, though.
I'm SO ready to graduate!! I've had senioritis so bad especially these past few weeks. I have an interview coming up this week for another residential treatment facility, so keep your fingers crossed everybody!!!
Love to ALL. ^_^

Mom + Kristi + PA = FUN!!

Mom and I had the best time. Mom came to see me in Pittsburgh, and as soon as she got here, she picked me up in her rental car, and we went to the city. We walked up and down the Strip District, which is a great place to get really excellent and high quality meats, cheeses, and coffee. We walked into Fortune's Coffee and the smell was intoxicating! (I just don't understand non-coffee drinkers...) We got my favorite--Hawaiian Kona Blend, which is phenomenal. We also went to eat at Primanti Brothers, which is a classic Pittsburgh Sandwich shop. The story behind it is that railway workers would be on the trains all day, and then they would have a 5 minute stop at Primanti Brothers. Since there was no time to eat slowly, they ate sandwiches with the fries and cole slaw already on them, so that's how they are served there. I ordered mine without cole slaw, and my waiter, who was hilarious, said, "What do you think this is, Burger King??!" Mom and I laughed.
Also, Mom noticed that there were signs on the menu saying that the Philly Cheesesteak was the 2nd most popular item. When she asked our waiter what the 1st was, he said, "Beer." ^_^ Mom decided she'd go with the second...
Later that day, Mom bought me clothes!! That's ALWAYS fun. Hey mom, when are you coming back? ^_^
Mom and I also went to Reyna's, which on Saturdays, makes fresh tortillas. Since it was Saturday, we bought fresh ones and salsa to go with, and they were great!! So light and buttery. ^_^ It was a great time had at the Strip District. ^_^
The next day, Mom and I went to church together. She said she liked all my friends and church family, and she enjoyed our preacher's sermon. It's always great to have people that are special to you meet others that are special to you as well. It's strange to have people that are so close to me not know each other, but that's what happens when you move away!
Later that day, we went to Duquesne for a Grad Fair--the reason she was in Pittsburgh in the first place, although she says it was really to see me. ^_^ It was enjoyable. We sat at the Harding-displayed table, discussed the Harding Pharmacy program with students and faculty, and just had a marvelous time.
That night, we went out with Bryan's mom and brother for dessert. Late birthday celebration for me, so that was fun. ^_^
Monday wrapped up Mom's trip with going to lunch at Olive Garden. What a sweet treat!!
I love you SO much Mom and am SO glad you were here with me!!! Love you!!!

Compartmentalizing...

Okay, so I essentially have 4 lives. I try to think of myself as one person, but it gets too confusing and a tad overwhelming, so I compartmentalize, and it helps. One of my lives is at home with Bryan, which is only about 2 hours awake and 7 sleeping. Another is at church, which used to be 3 hours a week: 2 on Sunday and one on Wednesday, but I had to give my hour on Wednesday to my 3rd life: school. I spend 5 hours in school, but that is only because I have not gotten homework yet. I will soon have to dedicate more time to school, but as I said before, I am trying to de-whelm myself. If that was not a word before, it is now.
My fourth life is my internship, where I live Monday-Friday from 10AM-6 or 8 PM, depending on activities that occur at the RTF. When I am not currently in this compartment, it is easy to throw myself into my fifth life, which I forgot to add before because I have 2 days for it--MAX--my fun time! Don't get me wrong--I have fun at my internship, school, church, and definitely at home with Bryan. I am, however, one small person and tend to get overwhelmed!!
Don't worry--I am not developing multiple personality disorder--I simply must organize the facets of my life so I know what goes where.
Life is great. Nothing's perfect--things can always get better--but God has blessed me with these compartments. He's given me what I can handle for the time being.
I should thank Him for that more...^_^
Love to all!! Enjoy the Superbowl and gooooooooo STILLERS!!!!!!
(I did not spell that wrong--that's Pittsburgh pronunciation...)

Update ^_^

Okay, so life is kind of on pause for me right now. This is a picture of me and Bryan at "Cranksgiving", our small church group's Christmas/Thanksgiving that we had at my friend's house. It was great!! We have a small group that lives in Cranberry, and we hang out together for stuff like game nights, random dinners, Bible studies, etc. It's great!! I love these people so much. They're a blast.
Anyway, so life. I start my internship next week. Whee-hoo!! I'm excited. I'm ready to get going because I've been at the house or my friend's house, catching up on stuff like housework, baby-sitting (throwing my friend's kids around, in the air, etc.) and just enjoying the calm before the storm. I will be insanely busy this semester, doing my internship and taking (thank goodness) only one class. I will be at my internship every day except Saturday and Sunday, when I will be studying for Substance Abuse.
My husband is busy with work, doing new projects all the time, creating new recipes, etc. He came home last night to an insanely clean house--whee-hoo!!! I worked hard!!--and rewarded me by cooking pasta with shrimp and mussels. They were perfectly fresh and were amazing. I'm so glad I married a chef! He got a new cookbook for Christmas and has been poring over it, learning new techniques and gathering new ideas.
I am currently in the middle of 4 books, a couple of which I started a month ago. I'm reading "Memoirs of a Geisha", "Duma Key"--Stephen King, "Case for Christ"--Lee Strobel, and "Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister"--Gregory Maguire. The last is a recounting of Cinderella, told in a different light. I have never felt sorry for the ugly stepmother and stepsisters before, but I do reading this! Anyway, I must finish them this weekend before I have to start reading real stuff again and studying for tests. Yeesh!
Done for now. Love to all!!! ^_^

A Celebration of Papaw's Life

Wow, what a man. What a testimony we had yesterday at the funeral! So many people were there. I am so glad for Mamaw that her friends were there to comfort her. She and Papaw are so loved by so many people. We saw that yesterday, as we have in the past. It was a true testimony to Papaw's character, how many people were there. People were there to comfort the rest of us as well.
Funerals are weird things. We cry because we are left behind to regret the loss of the lives who touched so many people, and yet we also celebrate the lives of the people who have gone on to a better place. Papaw is in heaven now, smiling down on us, and he is probably having a conversation with Peter the apostle. Knowing both men, though, they aren't saying much--they're just fishing. ^_^ Both were men of action, not words. When they spoke, though, their words had effect. I am sad for our loss. I am relieved that Papaw no longer has to deal with the pitfalls of cancer, though, and that the only bag he has to deal with is a bag of potato chips as he watches the Cardinals win. I think they win in heaven...
I'd like to add a special note about how wonderful it was to see the cousins. We had not been all together for 13 years. That is a LONG TIME. I grew up hanging around them, and so the one thing i don't like about Pittsburgh is that it's so far away from family. I'm grateful that we had a picture taken of all 12 of us.
Love to all!